homoside? suicide?

did they just die off naturally, or were they smothered? suffocated? even murdered?

sad to say is that this isnt referring to people, but to friendships. were they meant to end? was that what would have naturally happened? did someone not feed the flame anymore so it just faded? did someone put a blanket over it to kill any flame that was left?

or was it killed because that was the easiest way to move on...

filtering sifting and removal

so, thats my life right now. im filtering through my feelings, sifting through people and removing things from both that are detrimental to me. there is no need for me to have painful things in my life. that is not what God wants for me. this doesnt mean that i am expecting everything to be "fine and dandy" for the rest of my life, because there are going to be trials and there are going to be hard times, but if there are certain people in my life, certain things that im doing that i can eliminate to eliminate pain, so be it.

im done pretending to be nice. im done putting on a happy face. im done.