I'm going to be changed, but I need your help

So guys, here's the decision that I've chosen to make. I've chosen to finally act like myself. If I keep putting myself in a box and holding myself back because I dont want to be overwhelming, overbearing, or too much for people, I am holding back what God wants to do with me and through me. I dont want to do that anymore. Thats selfish on my behalf because I am not able to be used by God to my full extent; I am not able to share as much as I've been given. I dont want that to be the case anymore. I am made the way I am, and God loves it. I'm going to live like I was made to rock, because I was!!

Here's where I need your help. I am going to live my life without holding back. I need you guys to keep me in check. If there are times that I am out of line or anything along those lines, I am trusting that the people who care about me are going to keep me accountable. That is what this call is for, accountability.

I am going to live without holding back. I just need people who will tell me when there is a mess to clean up, because if I just focus on possible messes, I am not going to be able to enjoy the glory of God fully.

Can you all do that for me? (yes, i would like affirmation in some form that there are people willing to do that. feel free and send me an email, because I would probably like some follow up.) cats.valentine@gmail.com

Thanks in advance.